From the desk of Ella

As I was deciding on what to write this morning, I saw the quote below posted by Joel Osteen on his Facebook page. “God has already prepared the opportunities you need. Don't accept defeat, depression or lack. Supernatural promotion and increase will seek you out. Just keep honoring God and blessing others.” This is just what I needed to give me encouragement today. The girls and I helped a ministry distributed fresh produce and juice to about 100 families this weekend. Never did I imagine that taking a few hours out of my weekend to help bless someone else would bring so much joy. Not only did it bring us joy, the girls want to do the same thing in our own neighborhood. They made sure that they packed a bag of produce and juice for a friend of theirs. This surprised me very much and made me smile. Just because one person has the opinion that you cannot do a specific job, don’t let that get you down or keep you down. Yes, we get knocked down every now and then, but how you ha...

Today was an interesting day.  I have been pretty speechless because of Encounter Release last night at Without Walls in Lakeland with Pastors Clint Brown and Paula White.  What I have realized about the release we have been experiencing has caused me to re-evaluate some things within my life.  A few years ago at the Judah Conference someone was telling me about the general session, and what I realized at that very moment is that I was making sacrifices that I should not have been making and that God did not want me to make.  I knew then what I needed to do, but I dealt with the situation for a few more months until I finally said BASTA!  Enough was enough. I have had to say it again.  Enough is enough.  The peace that I have found is now my focus.  I have decided to work towards keeping the peace in my life and to continue to enjoy the things that I have loved and have learned to love.  In high school, I really hated PE and now I...

Today was a challenging day. I haven’t slept much since leaving the hospital last week. What I have realized is that even though my situation has changed, God opened my eyes to show me that I was somewhere that I did not need to be. When you wake up and realize that you are sacrificing too much of yourself for a job, a relationship, is this something that you want to spend your life doing? As a single parent, I am already making sacrifices on a daily basis, why should I have to sacrifice so much more of myself for a paycheck? Is it really worth it? When it is all said and done, I realized that enough is enough. I am so thankful to God for this door closing in my life because it showed me that there is something better. I have no idea what my future holds, but guess what? I am so ready for it. I have had the opportunity to remove all of the issues from my past that have been holding me back. I have decided that what is ahead of me is better than what I had in the past. My encourage...

I am going to start blogging on a daily basis now that I have more free time on my hands.  I am not going to sit home and cry about what has happened to me, I am going to make sure that I stay active and keep my mind from being occupied on the negative.  My choice is to keep my mind clear so that God can pour into me.  I am ready to be an open vessel for HIM.  This is something that I wrote yesterday as a follow-up to my blog about failure not being an option.  It is all a matter of how you handle those set backs on how you set up your future.  Life events are the things that can lead a person to be depressed. How you handle those life events is the determining factor if the depression overtakes your life. Depression is defined as a state of feeling sad. Another definition is a reduction in activity. To overcome depression, something that you can do is to increase your activity. Find the things that bring you joy and find ways to incorporate them i...

I know this may sound cliché but the statement applies for me. Depression seems to creep up on people when they suffer the loss of a relationship, job, loved one, but whatever it is remember that even though weeping may endure for a night, but JOY comes in the morning. In allowing depression to settle in your spirit, you begin to think that you are a failure. Failure is defined as a state or inability to perform a function. Everyone has bad days and stuff happens. However, just because one person may think that you are a failure, you do not have to let that fester within your spirit.  One man’s thoughts should not stop you from reaching what God has destined for you. 2 Timothy 1:7 says “For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.”  What that means to me is that whatever you are going through should not be allowed to take over your mind. I know every day life may seem a bit scary with an uncertain future, but God doesn’t want ...