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Life Changes

Today was an interesting day.  I have been pretty speechless because of Encounter Release last night at Without Walls in Lakeland with Pastors Clint Brown and Paula White.  What I have realized about the release we have been experiencing has caused me to re-evaluate some things within my life.  A few years ago at the Judah Conference someone was telling me about the general session, and what I realized at that very moment is that I was making sacrifices that I should not have been making and that God did not want me to make.  I knew then what I needed to do, but I dealt with the situation for a few more months until I finally said BASTA!  Enough was enough.

I have had to say it again.  Enough is enough.  The peace that I have found is now my focus.  I have decided to work towards keeping the peace in my life and to continue to enjoy the things that I have loved and have learned to love.  In high school, I really hated PE and now I am at the point where I enjoy going to work out.  I have realized that a few hours of sweat each day can change your fitness level.  Along with changing your fitness level, I have watched my glucose levels decrease to the point where I no longer need medication to control my diabetes.  That was a wonderful day to hear my doctor say that she is proud of me and I no longer had to deal with daily injections.  Now that things have changed for me, time to get back to the things that I love.

Take time to enjoy the things in life that bring you joy. 

Good night and God Bless

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